requiem for a dream

this is a tragic story about a guy 22yr old that died October 1, 2008, at midday, while driving a car... whose heart suddenly stopped beating.

this is something that can happen to your brother, friend, somebody very close.. the process can actually take a long time... it can be hidden, you can realize what is happening in the reality, when it will be already late... people disappear for the society, their minds are darkened, they look but they don't see anything... they have just one goal... they go for everything just to get stoned. these people are drug-addicted.

when you notice that jewelry from home is missing, they are asking money for diffеrent stupid excuses, they are missing from home for some days, they have doubtful friends, they begin losing weight... maybe you still can prevent something very terrible.

they don't need much... syringes are highly available in the pharmacies.. with the unavailability of other things, they start injecting every trash they find...

actually it could be worse.. they could harm innocent people... maybe those who say that "this was the best of the possible outcomes" are right. this thing could be prevented only in the beginning.. maybe even not months but years ago.

to me, we lost him already the day his actions became uncontrollable... unfortunately i didn't know the story and today i was stroke not because of his death, but because of the reason. if i knew he was on drugs, i would be somehow ready for this attack...